ben is back in business!

2009-10-01T23:00:00.003+08:00

my phone line got cut
my school fees nt paid

bills settled soon maybe tml and school fees going to be settled soon.
working is a terribly tiring thing to do.
pressure from parents.
hope the few weeks would be more peaceful.
thanks for such helpful people to come to my aid.
i will pay back u both soon.

2009-09-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

founded work at clementi
been working for 2 weeks plus
good pay and good people

ate with tty and the others nick mervin junrong and andong on saturday

finished hip hop 2 and locking 2 at oschool.

suntec dance is soso, felt left out.
saw dudu and lulu
ate at sakae sushi and went home

some stupid incident spoilt my mood
i am not gonna bow down or give way before you fucking bastards ever again

2009-09-13T11:20:00.000+08:00

ORANGE JASMINE

working 50 dollars per day is better than having so much free time to spend.
national service had caught up with me.
the medical letter.
and i have few months till next year ro enjoy before i go in.
working is dry but it makes me want to go on.
cause i have my own reasons to do so.

i just wished i have never met you.
then i would not have felt this way again.
i am always disappointed whenever i step forward.
now its best to step back and look at you from afar.
i agree that theres nothing to lose but i dont want to hurt myself, and you.

2009-08-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

sidetracking and distracting myself.

2009-08-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

Even though i have already given up, i think that believing on the future is not what i can only do. I really wish that i can find a new purpose cause its not myself to just do things alone. Sometimes i wish i can share it with someone i cherish and understands me well. But fate can be harsh. 35 is the rightful age. What a age and it seems long for me. I think the rest is up to the fate i hold to my heart. The saying goes, be the right man to be found not finding the right someone to be by your side. I feel i just need to let all these feelings flow into me and most importantly not let them overwhelm me.

2009-08-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

OSCHOOL RECITAL is over last sunday

met many great people and get to know them.
results is gonna be out on saturday.

21- audtion no.

2009-08-23T10:18:00.002+08:00

i realised i lost my ear-piece, must have dropped it at somewhere.
so that means can't listen to music for a period of time. arghhhhhhh

2009-08-21T13:44:00.003+08:00

Beautiful weather

Its raining now

I just love rainy days.

2009-08-21T09:58:00.004+08:00

Thinking of you

To keep on going---

To see your smiling face

Until that day---

2009-08-20T16:11:00.001+08:00

SHOCK YOURSELVES!

2009-08-20T09:59:00.003+08:00

Warming up

A blue flame

quietly and intensely angry

The feeling i am getting now

listening to my music now

trying to calm down

'MORE EXPRESSIONS'

=_='''

going to stretch my last paycheck

to survive my debts and other stuff

'i am starting to grow mushrooms at one corner.'

2009-08-19T17:15:00.004+08:00

Listening To My Heart

School is reverting back to normal

Hope i can still remember the feeling

As time passes

Now is gonna be the time to give it all i've got.

Its going to be tough once the holidays come and go.

Maybe everything will be better

I hope so

So much things coming my way

So little time to enjoy

You must be thinking that,

Once u finish enjoying.

Usual as always.

-BEN-

2009-08-18T09:52:00.002+08:00

Dance with the flow After watching suntec dance,
i realised that i have good friends,
there is no regrets in doing the seemed impossible.
There is always hope in every part of me.
You made me believe that going on is my choice,
I just don't want to give up this.
Something that i feel
is the thing that feeds the root of everything i m involved in.
So keep going all the way.
I just need to listen to myself.
My heart,
not my mind.
-BEN-

note: thanks for talking some sense into me.

2009-08-18T09:14:00.004+08:00

HEART

MIND

2009-08-17T10:31:00.002+08:00

I just wished.....

Sometimes taking it slow have its own meanings to it.

But without any reaction or friendship, there won't be any left much to do.

I think it's best to just let it go.

I just don't want to get hurt when i put too much into it.

Its best to find someone that really needs you to be there.-_-

2009-08-14T09:47:00.003+08:00

Upset about this.):

I just want her to stop blaming everybody else

and criticising everyone in the family.

Last night was a whole lot of suffering for my ears. Couldn't sleep.

There she goes again with her fiery temper insulting us again.

'Giving something and expecting something in return for every accountable piece of effort.'

This is what she is thinking.

Just wished she could just calm down.

2009-08-12T11:29:00.003+08:00

Can't stop missing you

Yesterday, i realised that time really flies.

It's week 11 and soon we will be out of attachment.

Going back to school and meeting up with people i call friends.

Talking about friends, i just got a few good ones.

Trusting someone isn't gonna be easy than before.

Believing in the faith i am holding onto right now in my heart.

I'm just afraid that i might fall too hard.

I don't know if it will progress but i believe in the future.

I'll never give up cos we will always be connected through hope.

-LOKI-

2009-08-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

LOKI

2009-08-11T11:01:00.004+08:00

EMOTIONS

Very pissed over some incidents.

Couldn't do much.

But if i have the chance, i will.

I will show you people what is the right way to do it.

peace to the people i am not talking about.

2009-08-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

blogger is still fixing its bugs
but i think i should start posting or it will turn moldy or grow mushrooms here
watched GI joe yesterday
and it was awesomely worth the waiting
cause i watched the 1.50am one
the earlier timings all sold out
i enjoyed myself
went home at ard 4 plus.

i felt useless. hopeless. dumb. too dependant.

2009-08-05T14:40:00.005+08:00

Time to step it up and take it to the next level.

-Loco-

2009-08-04T11:10:00.002+08:00

WHY IS MY 'LIFE' SO MESSED UP?

... just needed someone to talk to.

i just wished i just give up and

go slit my wrists or eat sleeping pills.

I would like to take their pain away or shoulder the burden.

would rather face the pain then see them suffering.

2009-08-03T09:09:00.003+08:00

Battle Of The Year

Special guests:

THE GO GO BROTHERS

the go-go legacy had arrived!

i went and its seriously worth the ticket.

The event is about bboys from all asia competing against other 9 crews.

Audition for 4 places is showcasing.

Many dope bboys were there.

Taiwan

Korea

Japan

Vietnam

Laos

Thailand

Singapore

China

one more i forgot.

2009-07-31T17:19:00.003+08:00

Work is like that.
Take orders and finishing up tasks that are assigned to me.
I understand.

Why I say this?
Cause modems are part of the company I working at.
15000 are the amount returned by Singtel cause their firmware is outdated.
So 5000 are already in the warehouse ready for us to do.

Since being an IA student, we will be given tasks that are very random.

I don’t wish to say this.
Some of my colleagues are people whom will climb to the top at the expense of others.

But there is a target of 1000 per day.
2 people will be updating the modems via laptops.
So one person will be assigned to unpack a carton of 10 modems.
Then, the person will update. Finally repacking occurs.
Adlynna is my friend whom I met during my FYP period and

she is assigned to be the re-packer.

She repacks the ready modems into boxes and packs them up.

Then recently, we both are IA students so we leave at 6.15 but the other colleagues stay till 9 plus. So modems will just be put on shelves waiting for adlynna the next morning to come do her repacking.
When I came to work, I saw stacks of modems rushing to be repacked.
One of the older colleagues who should be updating the modems kept opening cartons and cartons. Cause there is no more left for them to do.
The tables used for repacking are full to the max. But he came and wanted to put more empty boxes elsewhere.
I told him to wait for us to clear but he just threw a tantrum.
He shouted at my other colleague, not adlynna.
Adlynna is a girl and she can’t do it herself.
She fell ill while unpacking, a serious headache.
No one was helping in repacking.

I was scared she would faint.

Another girl just helped out the next day cause she is new.
I stopped unpacking to help them.
BUT GOT SOME PEOPLE JUST DON’T CARE!
The older colleague(middle-aged man) said that the target can’t be reached if we stopped

but seriously must you see a fellow colleague faint or fall sick

then u can really see that we are HUMAN not robots.
I understand u need to complete but going faster is a bit too much.
Moreover, a boss sets the target. If you can’t reach then don’t rush and force it upon others.

2009-07-31T13:33:00.002+08:00

"A lot of things are not within our control

and it makes us helpless.

However, it is only

through such times

that we know who are,

the ones we truly need,

and who are the ones rallying around on."

2009-07-31T09:08:00.005+08:00

HIP-HOP yo!

Hip hop 2 had just begun!

Must work extremely harded.

2009-07-31T08:51:00.002+08:00

STRESS-DED

its been a while since i blogged
i have been in attachment i dreaded work and miss school

this is the last day of week 9.
and soon 12 weeks will soon be over.
i hope that i can still cope with my work and loads of other stuffs

coming my way this two months.

2009-07-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

Why am i trying so hard?
I should not even bother.
I should just let go.

But my feeling is:
Believe in faith.
and it will make the right decision for me.

2009-07-27T10:41:00.003+08:00

FAITH

faith is believing in the ones you care
faith is being strong and brave to every obstacle one encounters
faith is being believeable even when all hope is lost
faith is believing in what you can become even with the less confidence

To myself:just had a little faith.

2009-07-27T09:11:00.001+08:00

driving is gona be tough.
i have passed my 19 subjects within 9 lessons.
had to get money soon.

2009-07-24T17:29:00.003+08:00

when i first spoke to you.
i felt lucky to have a great friend like you.
then when we progressed as good friends,
you were there when i needed someone to chat with.
now i feel like i have to be patient.
cause it is the only key to all the paths i am looking at for now.

2009-07-24T17:25:00.003+08:00

for those who love wacking pls enjoy.-_-,

2009-07-24T17:16:00.002+08:00

5000 boxes of modems to unpack.
cause singtel wants us to update the firmware.
finished 1500 today. but we took three days.
next week is gonna be fun.
met new collegues.

i just have to be patient.
i dont want to end this.

2009-07-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

must recuperate. health is at its worst stage. i couldn't breathe in the middle of the night. had to skipped work. drew a few pieces to kill time.

2009-07-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

breathless.

2009-07-20T10:01:00.006+08:00

STEP UP 2: the streets

NOTE:STEP 3D : DON't STOP the movie is coming soon.

2009-07-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

scrapped my knee on saturday.
i wanted to try knee sliding.
it hurts man.
must wear kneepad next time.

2009-07-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

i just need a hug.
i don't know what to say anymore.

2009-07-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

That it's enough
Sometimes
Just to be myself

2009-07-17T12:22:00.003+08:00

O School Recital 2009Registration opens NOW !! Closing Date: Saturday, 15th August 2009 (Form is available in O School).

Audition :
◦Date : Sunday, 23th August 2009
◦Time : 1.00 P.M. onwards
◦Venue : O School

Dance Recital :
◦Date : Saturday, 5th December 2009
◦Time : TBC
◦Venue : TBC

*Please submit your registration form to O School during our operating hours.
*Each participant can only audit for maximum of 2 genres. (Open only to existing O School members)
*Closing date for registration is Saturday, 15th August; 6.00 P.M. and late comers will not be entertained.
*O School reserves the right to make any changes without prior notice.

2009-07-16T16:32:00.002+08:00

i felt that things are going on well. no setbacks yet.
still can't wait for this attachment to end.

cough still havent recover.
just hope everything is gonna be fine. the way i want my life to be.

this just randomly got me thinking.
friends? everyone next to me.
people who know my name.
people who know me.
people who haven seen me before.
people who have their own circle of friends.

i would think of trust and respect.
Just hope time will tell.

-i missed you.

2009-07-15T16:33:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to go school.
Its time.

My cough is getting worst.
Hope it doesnt affect me in my well-being.
I want to get better.

'Like it or not. The road to my life will be rough. Just dance.'

I just realised that i just walked past you long time ago.
Now i understand the true meaning of fate.

2009-07-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

My asthma is back. No more cold drinks for me! -_-

2009-07-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

I found hope in you.
I trust others too much that I neglect my own feelings and decisions
I feel much better now.
I am in total control over my own life.
Listen to my own life

I don't know if this is even possible but i believe in you. ^ ^

2009-07-13T09:42:00.002+08:00

I want to say something.
THANK YOU for helping me this time. and trusting me.
In my conscience, i have done not so great things.
Its time to move on. and not regret over the past.

Time to MOVE ON.

no regrets.

2009-07-08T14:42:00.002+08:00

Amanda's birthday celebration
The celebration is one of the best memories i will cherish in my life. Went down to meet Siying and Justin at AMK. Supposed to meet them at around 130. But i was early. And i wanted to buy something like accessories so i went Far East to buy a fedora.

After that, i left for AMK and reached early. Justin was having scandals along the way to Bugis. Finally reached and saw Huanxuan Charamine Jamie Huixuan and Thomas. Andy came and we all went D.C.O to slack. Jovelle came with zhen xin. Carmen, Wai Hoe then Tiffany then Angelina, finally birthday girl, Amanda.

After some Cam-whore, we left for two seperate destinations to get ready for Amanda's suprise. I went down to Bugis Steamboat to book. I made a VIP card. LOL. Went to meet the others. We went to Bras basah to XXXXX.

Some time later, we went to eat at the SteamBoat restaurant. No air-con. And everybody was sweating and sticky. Han jun Sheryln and JJ came down.
Mervin came down with his gf too.

After that we went to Bugis BHG to -_- (ps to say). I was holding the cake. Thanks for Jovelle for false alarm. Carmen wore a similiar colour as Amanda. I ran like i saw my mum.
We waited for a loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg time.
Camwhore and we all prepared the cake.Sheryln helped with the candles.
Sadly Amanda wasnt moved to tears. We sang the birthday song to her. Camwhore again.

We made our way to REBEL on cab and mrt. Some MRTed, some cabbed. When we got in, the dance floor was empty. TIME FLEW. And we were all slacking at Mac till 8am the next morning.

then we all went home.
I knocked out till 5plus. But i woke up to eat lunch den back to sleep.

2009-07-08T14:13:00.003+08:00

I really feel that sometimes it's difficult to let go of the things u treasure and love. But not everything happens on a two-sided basis or it doesn't really cares about both parties.

I just wished for happy moments. But sometimes when i look at myself; i get a lot of second chances and lucky at my worst or darkest days of my life. I just don't want to understand. Imperfection is the word in almost everything i seek or want to know about.

If only love is like dramas, but drams are so unreal as the real incidents that exist, doesn't always end happy.

Mood: -_-'

Getting present aka clubbing
I just had a great time

I went to Heeren to get stuff but sadly not many choices. Paycheck haven't received.
We are planning to get presents. Met the rest of the group at Sexy Diamond.
But not all are here yet. Saw Aaron Lim and Oschool BEN. Chatted with Oschool BEN.

-make choices and never look back or regret.
-be true to yourself and do what you love
-believe in your dream and your dream will believe in you.

These words really made me realise that i am what i am and not someone else, not a puppet.

I totally respect BEN.

We were walking to take bus to Vivo and Jovelle 'lost' her hp (in her own bag) so we split into two groups.
One left for vivo while the other went back to search the place.
When we reached we went arcade, Dance Dance revolution, Para Para and also Maximum Tune.

We also went to play the hammer of strength, u test yr power by slamming the hammer onto a bump-like button.

Later we went Long John Silver then we went to the playground.

later that night, some of us went home. Then, ST JAMES POWERHOUSE

Next morning, we all slacked at the taxi stand next to MAC after that.
We had breakfast and laughed like mad.

HOME......

2009-07-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

DANCE the true spirit

2009-07-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

This post is dedicated to my friends
i wished that things can be so simple
and we can all do the things we loved and the moments we cherished to be 4eva
but always rmbr not to give up and be true to yrself
always do what u want and follow throughout.
dun be bigheaded like i used to be.
cherish the ppl around you.

LOVE U GUYS MAN

2009-06-22T22:20:00.002+08:00

camp is coming and it just there.
would i got the answer i want?
i am just worried that things dun turn out well
hope things will be better after the camp.
missed the joy

2009-06-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

i enjoyed my time in FYP and missed my friends
but now i felt that making new friends and trusting them is like seeing new saplings grow
and its makes me feel relaxed and burning with the passion again
i will do my best and make it a point to dance to the next level
i just wish silence to be my friend and i can understand yr reaction.

2009-05-28T17:28:00.001+08:00

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THE WOOD FEMALE RAT
Is intensely aware of her image. But she is also more confident & more enchanting than her sister Rats. She is also more attractive & her sir of confidence borders on a certain hauteur & pomposity. She will not hesitate to let you know what she cannot and will not tolerate! To win her love, you must be prepared to adore her and massage her ego. You must also be prepared to accept that she can be a nag...most of the time!
THE FIRE FEMALE RAT
Is clever and devious. She knows what she wants & pursues it with ferocious determination. She is aggressive & forward in the way she goes about acquiring what she wants. If she wants you badly enough, it will be tough to resist her...if you seriously want her, be direct. Appeal to her intense need for a serious commitment... it will almost always work!
THE EARTH FEMALE RAT
Tends to be self centered but disciplined in her approach towards life. She is sociable & easy to get along with...but she cannot completely hide her smudginess & feelings of superiority if she is higher up the social hierarchy than you are. She is very family oriented, & to win her smother her with hints about how much you love family life... hint at sexual adventure because she is impressed with a small show of passion.
THE METAL FEMALE RAT
Is the social worker type. She massages her & her need for public approval by working hard at feel good causes. But she is genuinely meticulous & hardworking, & can be relied upon to see things to completion. If you love such a Rat lady, the easiest way to her heart Is to share her ambitions at being recognized socially. Accept that she will be a little lacking in a sense of humour... & understand that she takes pride in being a serious member of society!
THE WATER FEMALE RAT
Is feminine & soft. She is also wiser & kinder than many of her sister Rats. But she is very aware of who she is & where she is placed on the social ladder. The most easily satisfied of all the Rat ladies, all she wants is to live a comfortable life. Offer her a home in the country where she can bring up her children, & good prospects for a cozy life, & she could be yours! Your chances will be even better if you can also offer her some status to go with being your wife... because the Female Water Rat often harbour secret ambitions to bask in the reflected glory of a successful husband.
THE WOOD MALE RAT
Is steadier, calmer & more confident than the other Rats. He is more confident of his abilities & his place in society, & is thus, not as susceptible to flattery as the others. As a result he will show more courage, & could be a lot more fun. But that does not mean he does not also have a gigantic ego. His greater tolerance for disapproval or criticism or disagreement merely takes second place to his fierce determination to be accepted in the company of those he wishes to identify with! Pander to this side of his social ambitions & you would have increased your chances of winning him!
THE FIRE MALE RAT
Demonstrates greater intensity & brilliance than the other Rats. He is also energetic, sharp, impatient & highly strung. Outwardly they tend to be louder & appear more composed. Inwardly, their insecurity & nervous lack of confidence is more acute. Fire male rats fear being alone. They fear rejection & they are very kiasu in their attitudes. If your boyfriend or boss is a Fire Rat, do not be fooled by his charm & outward show of confidence. Reassure him constantly; encourage him; & shower him with praise & approval. He will respond by liking & loving you with the most heart warming intensity.

THE EARTH MALE RAT
Has enormous determination, being the most focused, in terms of his ambitions & goals in life, of all the Rat. His will power & strength is quite phenomenal but he is also judgmental & has tendencies towards being self-righteous. Yet he is also soft spoken & congenial, & is the most romantic & passionate of all the Rats.
THE METAL MALE RAT
Is unashamedly ambitious socially. To win his heart, drop some names. It will appeal to the social climber in him... he loves being part of the beautiful crowd, & he is a great believer in networking skills. He uses his charm & good looks to cultivate influential friends. But beware...metal male rats can be very possessive. They are certainly dogmatic & stubborn.
THE WATER MALE RAT
Is probably the most relaxed & laid back of all the Rats. He is not as intense or as determined than some of the other Rat. He is also not madly ambitious, being easily satisfied with his lot. To win him, share his love of good food & good wine. Wear elegant clothes, & listen adoringly each time he pontificates on some favourite topic... & be prepared to party with him! Do not challenge him... & do drop the occasional piece of flattery!
THE WOOD FEMALE OX
Probably the most formidable of the OX women, the wood element relentlessly compounds all the attributes of the OX character. Here is a female who is tough, strong and domineering, capable of brushing aside weaker mates and taking full control. This OX is also usually very capable and quite brilliant. Think carefully before challenging or engaging them in combat. Far better to go with the flow & gracefully let them take charge!
THE FIRE FEMALE OX
She is probably less understate, & definitely more impatient than the rest of her OX sisters. But she is less formidable. The fire element introduces & element of passion & excitement to an otherwise subdued & heavy-duty character. She also plays her cards close to her chest but she is less restrained & occasionally, could even be enticed to be more forthcoming & demonstrative of her feelings. But remember she is never the less an OX and therefore has to be in charge!
THE EARTH FEMALE OX
Here is a female who is self possessed & very confident of herself. The earth OX is more glamourous & a touch more flamboyant than other Ox female. They pursue their goals with characteristic determination & intense hard work & they are resilient in the face of adversity & difficulties. Earth Ox women seldom give in without a fight. They can be relentless & are possessed of great patience. They are also clever. Don't mess with them!
THE METAL FEMALE OX
She comes across warmer & more charismatic than her Ox sisters but is just as steely & can be just as tough. Prone to bouts of depression, she nevertheless has the ability to rise above it, & work horrendously hard at overcoming setbacks & tribulations. The metal Ox can be generous to a fault but wrong her & she will never let up. Forgiveness is not part of her make up, so tread warily with her.
THE WATER FEMALE OX
She is strong & fearless and has a long fuse. Water Ox females are more gentle & probably kinder than her Ox sisters but she is equally tough underneath. She is also more understated & patient, exuding an outward calm that can be reassuring. She hides her thoughts superbly, & is usually reserved and secretly sentimental. But cross her, or in any way betray her trust, & even if it takes years, she will get her revenge one day, plotting & scheming behind the scenes. A water Ox seldom forgets.

THE WOOD MALE OX
Ruthless to a fault the wood OX man is crafty, wily & brilliant! He is ambitious & unrelenting in pursuit of his ambition. Let no one stand in his way! He is also exceedingly eloguent & is a gifted politician but the wood OX does tend to bring out passionate hatred in those who get stamped on by them. Often authoritative and domineering, here is a man who does not suffer fools gladly. Nor can he stomach disagreement or criticism. If you want him, be prepared to bend to his will!
THE FIRE MALE OX
This OX is supposed to be less ruthless than his other OX brothers. Perhaps the passion of the fire element does ignite the vigorous toughness of the OX character...nevertheless, he is impatient, more so than Ox of other elements. & he has strong endurance & resilience. To those he loves however, he can be exceedingly generous & protective.
THE EARTH MALE OX
This very down to earth OX tends to be a perfectionist. The earth Ox male is unrelentingly ambitious, completely confident, & quite impossibly autocratic. He could be tender & soft inside but it takes a fair bit of digging to find these aspects of him! Earth Ox has strong endurance. They are meticulous to a fault, & highly disciplined, pursuing their goals with almost singly minded resolve. Fiercely protective of those he loves, he can be rough on those who cross him.
THE METAL MALE OX
This OX has great staying power & quite tremendous dogmatism in his approach to life & living. He tends to be stubborn & uncompromising in his attitudes, & is quite impossibly difficult to live with, being also critical & quite unimaginative. He is also monstrously hardworking &� expects all who work with him to demonstrate similar industry &� determination. Steer clear unless you are of a like mind.
THE WATER MALE OX
He can seem dull at first meeting, coming across slow & ponderous. But the water element does imbue this OX with a certain amount of lightness that can be attractive. Like his Ox brothers, he works hard & relentlessly pursues grand ambitions, but perhaps with less single-minded vigour. He is thus laid back & more relaxed and certainly more realistic & more sensitive to alternative viewpoints. This is perhaps the most attractive of the Ox men, simply because he does respond to simple affection, & is even capable of demonstrating a certain amount of tenderness!
THE WOOD FEMALE TIGER
For sheer excitement & activity, very little can match the company of this hyper energetic lady! In her company, you will never be bored. Indeed you could be mesmerized by waves of mad behaviour that send ripples of anticipation down your spine! She is totally unconventional & full of fun ideas. She is charming, temperamental and flamboyant, & unless you can keep up with her mood swings and impulsive propositions, better to stay clear. But if you want her, be manipulative. Flatter her, cajole her, appeal to her passionate nature, & she'll lap it all up!
THE FIRE FEMALE TIGER
Women born of the fire element are no less vibrant or charismatic as her other Tiger sister, but she tends to mellow as she grows older. Ruled by her heart rather than her head during adolescence & teenage years, she matures gracefully although her sensual & passionate nature never quite cools. Fire element tiger are probably the most resilient of all, & for sheer gets &�� staying power, they are hard to beat. They are excellent to have beside you in times of adversity.
THE EARTH FEMALE TIGER
The calming influence of the earth element makes this Tiger less headstrong & impetuous than her Tiger sisters. She is definitely less impulsive, using her head as much as her heart when making decisions. But she is wildly passionate & adores the excitement of a love affair, although she is less carried away by the pleasures of the boudoir than her more gullible sisters!
THE METAL FEMALE TIGER
Probably the most conservative of the Tiger ladies, here is a woman whose principles & convictions translate into meaningful action. She is more of a strategist than the rest. She is also an optimist & she has a compassionate nature, but to causes rather than to people. She can also
Be cold and chilly once love flies out the window. But she is magnetic & once under her spell, it is hard to pull away. If you love her be prepared to work alongside her harmoniously. Do not fan the flames too intently.
THE WATER FEMALE TIGER
Probably the most appealing of the Tiger women because the water element adds great charm to her nature, transforming this passionate creature into someone loving and worthy of admiration & respect. Water Tigers are stable and serene & hence more powerful. They are neither as vain nor as vulgarly ambitious as other Tigers & are hence much nicer & charming. But beware the explosive temper that lies underneath clam waters. Bask in her love & friendship but play fair with her!
THE WOOD MALE TIGER
This is a man addicted to change. Vital and energetic, he is full of grand plans & seems to be always on the move. Whether planning, plotting or strategising, he craves the excitement of testing out new & innovative ideas. In his company, you will never be bored, but he could wear you out if u lack the energy to keep up. Remember that the wood element is his natural habitat. His full nature shines forth. Be an adoring & supportive mate if u want to win & keep him.
THE FIRE MALE TIGER
Ah, such charisma, such passion..& so irresistible! Here is the ultimate male chauvinist, someone dripping with macho sensuality, & with the conviction of his revolutionary ideas. If you can stay mesmerized by his zeal & his passion, woo him by being traditionally feminine. Let him be king!
THE EARTH MALE TIGER
Here is a man who is wildly, madly passionate. He is an expert at seduction so beware you do not get caught prematurely. For he also loses interest fast. He loves the chase and savours the hunt, & once successful thinks nothing about walking away-often without a shred of regret or remorse. Yet once snared, he is loyal loving, though seldom faithful. But he demands total love, & to keep him by your side, you will have to understand this. Even if you stray, constantly & loudly declare your love!
THE METAL MALE TIGER
More somber & conservative than the rest of his Tiger siblings, here is a less energetic, & more thought oriented Tiger male. Although he is as energetic & as impatient as all Tigers are, the metal element seems to lend an air of thoughtfulness which sits well on him, making him quite impossibly attractive! To win him, recall his Tiger nature. He loves the chases, & when he has caught you he expects total submission!
THE WATER MALE TIGER
Is lovable & loving; is easily successful & just as easily admired & respected by his peers. Certainly he enjoys the kind of popularity his Tiger brothers find hard to come by. This is because he is more stable; certainly more diligent & disciplined. He keeps his passionate Tiger nature in tight rein; & hence comes across totally magnetic. To win him, you have to be beautiful and talented; sexy & passionate! Growl your way into his heart!
THE WOOD FEMALE RABBIT
Is truly the solid citizen type. Generous, altruistic & immensely diplomatic, this lady is also shrewd & exceedingly clever, especially at camouflaging her true feelings. You would never realize how self centered she can be because she is just so good at keeping her pte. Ambitions & opinions pte. The wood element intensifies her sense of tradition. Appeal to her feel good sensibilities if you want to get anywhere with her.
THE FIRE FEMALE RABBIT
The fire element adds a bit of dash and verve to the Rabbit character. More outgoing than the rest of the Rabbits, she will seem more aloof, more reserved & even more arrogant than other Rabbit females; but she is also brilliant at stage managing relationships & her own image. If you want to get along with her, don't fence with her. & don't play games. She is the expert at subterfuge, & will probably be far more skillful than you in ultimately getting her way. She could smilingly demolish you, & you would not even know it!
THE EARTH FEMALE RABBIT
Perhaps the sexiest of all female rabbits, here is a lady who could love you & leave you! Candid in speech and possessed of an outstandingly keen mind, the earth lady uses her skills to huge personal advantage, without at anytime appearing to do so! The influence of the earth element also safeguards her from ever being over-ambitious, over optimistic or over-enthusiastic in the pursuit of self-interest. There is always the veneer of understated & virtuous elegance in everything she does. Quite a lady!
THE METAL FEMALE RABBIT
The metal element adds a steely strength of purpose to this lady's otherwise easy going nature. She could have hidden agenda which stay cautiously closeted using her considerable. Rabbit like skills to create a veneer of studied modesty & diplomacy. This lady seldom acts on impulse, deliberating her actions & words carefully. Don't try to pry her secrets from her. Accept her, the way she is & u will get along famously. When she decides to, she will confide in u. Not before!
THE WATER FEMALE RABBIT
So proper & calm on the surface, yet so fearful inside! This water lady has a more delicate disposition than the rest of her Rabbit sisters. Her sense of style and her good taste is more evident but she is also less devious & clever. She is totally averse to taking risks, & will do nothing to upset her well order existence. For her the symbols of security...a fine home, a steady job, creature comforts are exceedingly important. She wants & needs looking after. Give her that & she will love you...
THE WOOD MALE RABBIT
A real gentleman! Here is a man who represents all that is stable & correct & rationale...He is easy to get along with, he is kind & he provides more than adequately for those near dear to him. Perfect husband material! But he needs to be in control. His is a traditional view. He will work at maintaining peace & harmony in the home. But he expects support & good behaviour. Give him tranquillity & obedience & things are fine. Shame him or make him lose face & he will walk away without a trace of remorse.
THE FIRE MALE RABBIT
The fire element imbues a caustic sense of humour to an otherwise serious & staid disposition! The fire rabbit is less shy & more forthcoming than other Rabbits but although he is just as affable as the rest, he is also self centered to the point of arrogance. He can also be aloof & very reserved. When successful, he could even become quite a snob & have little time for those he deems are beneath him, yet all the while continuing to be smoothly amiable to those important to him. This guy truly is great at practicing the virtues of hypocrisy. But of course he is a survivor!
THE EARTH MALE RABBIT
More stylish than the rest, this man's keen intellect is often camouflaged beneath a seemingly laid back approach to life that can be deceptive. Do not be fooled by his easy-going manner. Underneath that smooth & pleasant exterior lurks a crafty mind that is both sharp & knowledgeable. The earth male makes a good mate for those who cherish conformity & outward compliance of the traditions. Behave outside the norms of social decorum & he will treat you with disdain. Expect little sympathy from him.

THE METAL MALE RABBIT
Honourable, strong & perceptive describes this metal man. He possesses steely determination & systematically implements meticulously thought out plans that map out his life & career. This is a man who will be quite madly successful. He also has good taste & an air of dignified good breeding that can be quite overpowering. Stay loyal & true to him; be scrupulously honest... & he will pull you up with him.
THE WATER MALE RABBIT
He is faithful, charming & always dignified, carrying himself with an air of refinement. This water gentleman has it all. Usually well educated & widely read, he is also an interesting conversationalist. He will work at getting ahead, & will have much to offer. But keeping up appearance is important to him. Support him in this & he will stay true to you.
THE WOOD FEMALE DRAGON
The wood element modifies the Dragon obsession with self, & the lady comes across warm, kind & full of goodwill. She is also clever & uses her innate wisdom to help those around her. Her counsel is valid & wise. The lady is nevertheless dramatic & extravagant. Encourage her exhibitionism tendencies & she will lavish all her attention on you. But help her when things go wrong. She cannot handle crisis very well at all.
THE FIRE FEMALE DRAGON
She is the most charismatic lady of the Chinese Zodiac! She is also brilliant, being endowed with a powerful intellect. She is rampantly attractive & totally mesmerizing. Yet she is also vulnerable & easily hurt, presenting in effect a contradictory persona. She comes across strong, yet can be enticingly weak. She makes grand gestures & initiates massive projects, yet can get steered off course because of a fragile ego. She wants & needs support but whoever provides it must stay behind the scenes.
THE EARTH FEMALE DRAGON
She is the most charming but also the most vindictive & dangerous of the Dragons! Ego driven & in constant need of praise & flattery, this lady wants power & recognition. She needs to be acknowledged, acclaimed & applauded. She also demands complete & utter loyalty. Cross her at your peril for she is feisty & unforgiving!
THE METAL FEMALE DRAGON
This lady is supremely, achingly ambitious! She will let nothing stand in her way & will go to great lengths to get what she wants. Tough, steely and ruthless, she is the epitome of the corporate big shot. She will often make tons of money. She wants power. She wants a lavish lifestyle with everyone deferring to her & adoring her... & she will get it all, by fair means or foul, either through her own wiles & ability or by sleeping her way there!
THE WATER FEMALE DRAGON
This lady is extremely talented, creative & often achieve remarkable success in the performing arts. She is less bombastic & less of a show off compared with other dragon types but she can be imperious & spolit in her expectations. Nevertheless the water element does cool much of her ardour & she is less impulsive & less prone to the sweeping extravagant gesture. This water lady is also intuitive & is less disdainful of love & romance. Woo her with compliments. She loves being flattered.
THE WOOD MALE DRAGON
This is the deep thinking Dragon who directs his massive intellect towards creative & artistic pursuits with great success. Flamboyant & unconventional, he is the master of the grand gesture. Salvador Dali, the spectacular Spanish artist whose sweeping canvases stunned the art world was a Wood dragon. Applaud him loudly if your man is also a wood dragon. He needs it!

THE FIRE MALE DRAGON
The fire element brings huge doses of energy to an already energetic character & the result is a dragon that is feisty, magnetic & hugely impressive. The fire Dragon's ardour & vigour drives him into schemes so grandiose & vast, it will take your breath away! Yet his enthusiasm is also matched by an almost instinctive skill at bringing his schemes to fruition. Go for him if you have the energy to match his. He will not disappoint you. But make certain you do not also get burnt in the process.
THE EARTH MALE DRAGON
His ego is massive. His passion is almost frightening. This guy has an intensity that is hard to match. The earth element gives him resilience, & tons of charm. He will never lack for friends & supporters. Flatter him & he comes alive. Withdraw your support & he degenerates into depression, & he might not forgive you! Be smart, feed his ego because he will be loyal to those close to him &his success will ultimately be yours too. Despite his many admirers, he needs the stability of family.� Let him have it.
THE METAL MALE DRAGON
This highly ambitious dragon lets nothing stand in his way. He is tough & his is rough, and could even be ruthless. He also has a huge temper, which could get out of control when thwarted. Yet he can also be affable, gentle & kind when the occasion suits him. Beware the metal dragon for he can sometimes take a perverse pleasure in playing cat & mouse with those he loves. Unless you are prepared to put up with his tantrums & dark moods, & have the strength to do so, far better to not to trifle with him.
THE WATER MALE DRAGON
This dragon is gentler, kinder & more loving than the others. The water element adds a softer touch to his fiery temperament so that friend & lover benefit from his generosity. He is however less single minded & perhaps less confident than his other Dragon siblings. Nevertheless it would be unwise to underestimate him for he is massively talented. To win him, appeal to his innate nature. Actively boost his confidence & he will be forever indebted to you.
THE WOOD FEMALE SNAKE
This is the dreamer of the Snake pantheon but she is also pragmatic when it has to do with her work & career. The wood lady's burning urge to attain fame & fortune is fueled by her ambition to win universal approval...part of the narcissism that is so much a part of her nature.� But the wood element makes her vulnerable to rejection & irrational jealousies. She suffers from an acute fear of loneliness & craves popularity. To bring out her sparkle, love her & adore her & make her feel secure.
THE FIRE FEMALE SNAKE
She is the brilliant one, being deep thinking & quite masterful as she slithers her way into boudoirs & boardrooms. This lady means business! She has strong willpower, makes friends & allies easily & glides in & out of parties & social occasions with panache. Fire Snakes can be ruthless & are definitely glamourous & clever...a heady combination of beauty & brains. She is elusive & tough to pin down, & she will stay devoted to you only if you stay true to her. Waver, & she could quietly & coolly slither out of your life.
THE EARTH FEMALE SNAKE
She is the power hungry one, a Snake whose head is full of glamourous dreams of power & wealth, fame & fortune. Amazingly intelligent & persevering, the earth snake has the uncanny ability to seek out rich & powerful mates who provide them with the power & luxury lifestyle they crave. But they can also be resilient & courageous, fighting back in times of adversity. Never underestimate them.

THE METAL FEMALE SNAKE
A more powerful & resilient lady it will be hard to find. Here is a mighty talented lady whose life often gets hit by major reversals of fortune, caused by the lost of either loved ones or family fortunes but they often rise again & go on to better things. The metal snake is vulnerable to heartbreak, caused by an uncharacteristic, naivete. There is also a tendency to be a loner...Assuage her insecurities if you wish to win her.
THE WATER FEMALE SNAKE
She is a force to be reckoned with. Possessed of a huge intellect, terrific determination & the ability to plan & plot meticulously to achieve everything she sets out to achieve, the water element Snake often becomes outstandingly successful in her chosen field. Usually despite great odds. She is also has huge doses of common sense & often pulls through when wallowing in self pity.
THE WOOD MALE SNAKE
He is such a skillful communicator & so exquisite in the art of public speaking, this charming man is quite irresistible! Especially with his special brand of understated humour. The wood element makes him resilient & pragmatic & although he fears rejection & the prospect of being alone, his gregarious nature makes him a great social success.
THE FIRE MALE SNAKE
He is a charming & capable cad! Fire snakes are brilliant & power hungry. Possessed of strong willpower & surrounded by adoring cohorts, this guy makes & keeps friend easily. He is also highly principled & has the courage to stand up for his convictions. He thinks deeply & makes full use of his intellectual prowess, usually to good cause, & though he finds it tough to be faithful, he nevertheless regards his wife & family with deep respect. Turn a blind eye to his infidelities if you want to keep him.
THE EARTH MALE SNAKE
Here is a gentle, delicate charmer whose dreams & fantasies protect his fragile ego from the harsh glare of reality. Earth Snakes are always full of grand plans, although they lack the perseverance & determination to transform ideas into reality. But he is usually blessed with the luck to attract and wily enough to manipulate, capable women who fall at his feet & happily give him the support & stability to see things through. If you are prepared to do the dirty work for him & to take charge, he will present you with every opportunity to play out your maternal instincts!
THE METAL MALE SNAKE
He is such a braggart! The metal snake yearn for fame & widespread recognition, suffering delusions of grandeur and believing himself a creative genius. His modus operandi is built around his not inconsiderable charms & though he is slow to trust those around him, they usually love him enough to play along, doing all the work, yet allowing him to wallow in his own self importance & to take the credit! Lucky snake!
THE WATER MALE SNAKE
Vanity, combined with a huge dose of common sense & an almost genius like ability at self promotion separates the water snake from the rest. Water snakes are so clever & so focused on attaining the heights they set themselves, they usually succeed. Stay with him. He is generous & quite prepared to share all that he has with those he loves!
THE WOOD FEMALE HORSE
She is opinionated & judgmental. Highly sociable, she is a born over achiever & she can be self centered. Because she is often blessed with a multitude of talents, and her Horse nature makes her headstrong, she runs riot in a million different directions, unfocused & quite without a real target...hence she tends to suffer from burn out. Her boldness often skirts on foolhardiness & because she continually chaffs at the bit, & is insensitive with people, this lady has problems finding & keeping friends.

THE FIRE FEMALE HORSE
Oh dear...she is like a volcano about to erupt. This is a rebellious & headstrong female. Everything in the horse nature gets magnified in this lady. She is a mass of contradictions, being nai:ve & sophisticated, forthcoming & irrationally wild, greedy and generous, at the same time. But there will be those who find her stimulating & exciting. Unless you are confident you can tame her spirit without breaking it, leave her.
THE EARTH FEMALE HORSE
She is far more good-natured & easy going than her fire sister. She is also less impetuous, less hotheaded, less selfish, less excitable... & definitely far more stable. The earth element adds a dose of pragmatism & she knows how to accept authority and play the game according to the rules. She is sensible & faithful & will make those who love the country & traditional family life, a very good mate indeed. But don't forget she's still a horse & if you want her, appeal to her sense of adventure.
THE METAL FEMALE HORSE
She is a tame horse. She is law abiding & serious. She does everything right, is careful about hiding her true feelings & seems to prefer a more ordered existence, although in her young days she could have been quite an adventurous filly! Emotionally she is dignified & stable. If you love a metal horse allow for the occasional bursts of energy.� Give her a long rein, and she will give you a well-balanced ride.
THE WATER FEMALE HORSE
Here is a winner of a woman! Generous, gregarious, confident, competent, adaptable & usually successful in everything she undertakes. But she can seem aloof & reserved. This is because she often opts for the cool correct behaviour which is reflected in the carriage of her head. She will not allow just anyone to get intimate with her & true to her nature she abhors frauds & phonies. She is not easy to win over.� Patience is needed to understand her complex nature. Hang in there if you love her.
THE WOOD MALE HORSE
Here is a horse who has a pretty high opinion of himself & indeed, his special brand of self centered-ness could seem quite obnoxious. Yet he is a man of substance, usually demonstrating great talent in a variety of fields; but he is also bold & foolhardy. Intolerant of fools, he cannot work well with just anybody. Often his uncompromising attitude cause him to self-destruct & his insensitivity could sabourtage his chances of success.
THE FIRE MALE HORSE
He is probably the most difficult Horse to get along with. Fiery, touchy & temperamental he is a mass of wound up energy. Extremely proud & opinionated, he is hard to understand & seems easily upset. This is a free spirit that spins out of control at the slightest hint of disagreement. Personal relationships often suffer as a result. Yet they are exciting & seem wildly attractive. With him, you will never be bored but take care!
THE EARTH MALE HORSE
This Horse is much more good-natured & easy going. Though he can be just as skittish & impetuous, this is a Horse who seems in better control of his nerves. He is thus less excitable & certainly a lot less selfish.� Often clever, he is also a survivor & holds his won counsel, even when cornered. The earth element seems to give him the ability to tone down the excesses of his Horse nature. He is the sort who will give in, in order to live & fight another day. He also makes a great make & is most easy to love.
THE METAL MALE HORSE
This Horse walks tall & dignified. He is emotionally stable, a bit of a snob & ambitious. He conforms to society's norms & is very good at hiding his feelings. Even when riled he keeps his temper under wraps. Indeed the metal Horse wants to make it & be someone special in life. So he works at it...but because he keeps things bottled up inside him, he could explode & suffer from nervous collapse. He needs a supportive >mate who can give his pent up nature some release...

THE WATER MALE HORSE
He is confident & adaptable & the water element soothes his restless spirit making him more relaxed & laid back. As a result he finds success in his pursuits & enjoys the material fruits of his success. The water horse makes a wonderfully warm & fun loving mate. He is reliable, honest, highly principled & quite e best kind of friend. If he appears at first aloof & seems uncomfortable with tenderness or intimacy, don't let it foot u because, really, he has a heart of gold.
THE WOOD FEMALE SHEEP
Here is a whimsical, seemingly dumb blonde whose gentle smile hides a tough interior. Wood ladies are simply exquisite at using people; they are expert at worming their way into the affections of those that will be useful to them. They do not mind living off the generosity of others & indeed will go all the way to achieve material security.
THE FIRE FEMALE SHEEP
The fire element adds passion & excitement to an otherwise controlled nature. The fire lady is also excitable & exceedingly dramatic, especially when things go wrong. She needs the solid & dependable support of a strong mate to bring out her innate refined nature. She needs security, yet can be annoyingly careless with money, squandering her resources & that of her mate without a second thought.
THE EARTH FEMALE SHEEP
Here is the ultimate femme fatale, a lady who works (often successfully) at being the favoured love of a rich and successful man. She is often more vocal than other sheep females; gliding happily into an entire series of dependent relationships. She is able to completely rely on the support & largesse on others, yet is often able to also keep her self-respect intact. This earth female's femininity is quite legendary.
THE METAL FEMALE SHEEP
It is so easy to underestimate the metal sheep. She comes across a total pushover, innocent, simple & apparently bird-brained. On the surface this lady is all a sheep is reputed to be... gentle,
non-confrontational & easy going. But the element lends a toughness of spirit & a hard heart. She is expert at subterfuge, and is a master puller of strings behind the scenes! She is proud & sensitive. Be wary. Don't hurt her.
THE WATER FEMALE SHEEP
Here is the sex siren of the Sheep species! This is a powerfully, attractive lady, whose irresistible charm & intuitive skills in the art of flattery gets her, literary, everywhere. She is often a great social success, moving gracefully amongst high society with great ease.� Nevertheless she maintains her reserve & it will not be easy getting close to her. She prefers the company of important people; & she has her own agenda. Unless you are somebody, forget her... she has no time for you.
THE WOOD MALE SHEEP
Here is a less serious, more amenable sheep. He is not as ambitious as his sheep siblings, nor does he have the same steely determination but he can be just as wily & clever. The nature of the sheep is to be cunning & manipulative & the wood variety is no exception. His forte' lies in his immense social success. Using a combination of charm & affability he lives off his friends quite shamelessly. And they continue to love him for it!
THE FIRE MALE SHEEP
Such a sensitive & romantic gentleman! This fire specimen is quite irresistible. He has an air of quiet dignity & calm refinement, which sets him apart from others. He is also blessed with a persuasive countenance that makes him extremely influential...men & women respond positively to his style & show of substance. The fire sheep is thus easily successful. He has "charisma" & is often incredibly lucky. Stick with him.

THE EARTH MALE SHEEP
He may not be as eloquent, or as hardworking as the others but this Earth sheep has the uncanny ability of attracting the most wonderful coterie of friends & acquaintances, all of whom chip in & help him along. His success comes from a vivid imagination as well as a brilliant ability to get along with just about anyone. In human relations there is none more effective as him. Unless you are as people oriented as he is, think twice before "entangling" with this man.
THE METAL MALE SHEEP
Casual & easy-going, here is a gentleman who will charm you with his bohemian outlook & often disheveled appearance. This is a kind & thoughtful gentleman who is always eager to please but don't be fooled. The metal element has given him a steely outlook. He can also be temperamental & moody. He is definitely not a pushover, being capable of quite uncharacteristic combative behaviour. He can also be quite a show off.� Be firm with him but take it slow. He will not be hurried.
THE WATER MALE SHEEP
This is the most outstanding of the sheep men! Clever, intuitive & intensely charming, he is the master of all that is best & outstanding of the sheep nature. He is a survivor & will rise to great heights, no matter what his background circumstances. He looks innocent & simple, almost childishly lovable but he is a ruthless manipulator.
THE WOOD FEMALE MONKEY
She epitomizes all tha tis stunning about the species. Much of her hectic schedule & jetsetting lifestyle reflects the busy wood Monkey's many commitments to friends & business associates. Here is a social creature who is enormously entertaining & a good natured, social climbing phenomenon who will always be surrounded by people. If you like partying & socializing, stick with her! You'll have a ball!
THE FIRE FEMALE MONKEY
Such a glamourous & stunning female! The fire element tends extra drive to an already smouldering character. She is ambitious, dominating & hugely imaginative. Her energy levels are high, and for her, the thrill of the chases is what makes life exciting. Here is a trendsetter par excellent, a free spirit consumed by a fierce passion for life & a smouldering need for power & influence. With her your life is both exciting & intense.
THE EARTH FEMALE MONKEY
This is definitely a sentimental & more serious female who is loved & consulted for her wisdom & insights. It is easy to like & respect her enormously, for she has a view of the world that is both jolly & inspirational. She is achingly romantic, & adores the intrigues of a love affair. Her heart is as big as anything & she lavishes a great deal of tenderness & affection for those she loves. But she is a perfectionist & is much too intense. Get her to relax a let down her guard.
THE METAL FEMALE MONKEY
She is the tough one; being feisty & hostile. She is also cunning & crafty when put on the defensive. Like their siblings they are sociable & gregarious & they love travel but they tend to melancholia. There is an air of tragedy about them & when despair sets in, which is not uncommon, they often get caught in a spiral of depression. The metal element seems to compound the dark negative side of the Monkey nature.
THE WATER FEMALE MONKEY
Unselfish & totally supportive of her man, here is a witty, clever & resourceful Monkey...a glorious survivor who meets with disappointment yet picks herself up again & again, each time getting stronger. She epitomizes ultimate femininity, the type who is strong yet gentle; seductive yet vulnerable. If you love a water Monkey, woo her with diamonds & a great passion, & she will swoon at your feet. Make certain she is never bored however, for she will leave you if she finds herself with nothing to do. She needs to be busy. Challenge her!

THE WOOD MALE MONKEY
Here is a man literally oozing with charm & good intentions. He is the ultimate social climber with the consummate skill of moving gracefully through a roomful of strangers with total ease. He comes across superficial mainly because most of the time he is. The wood Monkey is not one for deep friendships. Intimate relationships make him uncomfortable. There are traces of insecurity in his behaviour, but he knows it & accepts it; so he seldom takes offense, even when teased by those who laugh at his name dropping & transparent efforts to cultivate socially prominent people.
THE FIRE MALE MONKEY
He has drive & ambition & a more focused outlook. Here is a self-starter whose enormous energy & fertile imagination could well propel him into the stratospheres. He is an achiever, he wants to have a good time. & he craves excitement. This is not an innocent guile-less socialite. Here is a man of substance who will be driven to excesses even as he climbs the ladder of opportunity. He can be ruthless; is deeply passionate & go to great lengths to achieve his ends. Be wary of this one.
THE EARTH MALE MONKEY
He is a more perceptive, calmer personality. The earth element makes him scholarly & thoughtful, and indeed he makes an excellent teacher being both ingenious & creative in the way he presents things. He is often popular & has an attractive sense of humour. His sentimental view of the world makes his approach to love & romance attractive to the opposite sex. You could well get sleepless nights if you shack up with an earth monkey!
THE METAL MALE MONKEY
Cute, totally adorable & quite impossibly sweet, this man can sweet talk his way into anything. Though argumentative, he has a winning demeanour & this often hides dark motives & even darker thoughts. The metal male can be resentful of other people's success & sibling rivalry could bring out the fighter in his nature. If & when this happens, he can be a formidable adversary.
THE WATER MALE MONKEY
Such a swell guy! The water monkey is delightfully clever & witty. He is just so wonderful to have around...being fun, gregarious, spirited & affable. This man is highly popular, being generous both in spirit & in kind. The water monkey is helpful & supportive & unlike his darker metal sibling, rarely hostile or vindictive. He tends to be wildly sexy, & often gets attracted to temperamental fiery females.
THE WOOD FEMALE ROOSTER
She is a strong persevering female. They are efficiency experts who are great at expressing social niceties, & also quite adept at diplomacy but they seldom reveal their true feelings. They are rarely original but give them something to improve on & their brilliance shows forth. Make her relax & hang loose. When she does unwind she is lovely!
THE FIRE FEMALE ROOSTER
Complex & passionate, the fire element lights up the Rooster's temperamental nature. This is a lady raring for a fight. She thrives on arguments, taking joy in demolishing lesser mortals. She is also impulsive & headstrong & is often her own worse enemy. Yet she can be emotionally fragile. She needs & wants close friends & she is a great pal to have on your side. Like the phoenix, this lady rises from the ashes repeatedly. Nothing will keep her down for long. She is a survivor�.
THE EARTH FEMALE ROOSTER
She is an elegant fowl indeed. Quick-witted and clever, hers is a penetrating mind that effectively sifts out the chaff to find the substance. Nothing fools her. Her powerful memory is awesome & her knowledge of all things quite intimidating. Here is a female who will shine & shine in a structured corporate environment where all the support systems are in place. In love, she avoids anything sentimental.� She resolutely wants to stay down to earth.�
THE METAL FEMALE ROOSTER
Here is the ultimate performer. She thinks she is always on show, & has to somehow come across impressive. She blows her own trumpet a lot, not because she is egotistical or needs to impress others but only because of her naturally boastful nature. There are those who love to be entertained by her flamboyance and enjoy her company. You either like her a lot or you cannot tolerate her! Go for her if extrovert behaviour appeals to you.
THE WATER FEMALE ROOSTER
Probably the most attractive & substantial of all the roosters. This water lady is multi talented, adaptable & terrifically attractive. She pampers her appearance, works hard at everything she takes on & surrounds herself with beautiful people. She makes a fabulous boss, a true benevolent despot & often makes it to great heights of success late in life. She has secret ambitions to be rich but needs to work for it.� Water roosters have a seductive streak that make them quite irresistible.
THE WOOD MALE ROOSTER
Wood Roosters are singularly image oriented. Face is extremely vital to this man's male up & he will go to great lengths to maintain appearances, especially as it applies to his physical countenance. He is an outspoken man, but will rarely reveal his true feelings. He will often keep his own counsel, preferring to remain silent even when he may be riled. He is sociable & amiable & makes a sincere friend.
THE FIRE MALE ROOSTER
This is a bad tempered fellow indeed. The fire element lends friction & explosiveness to the Rooster character, and this manifests itself in a tyrannical & despotic rage when crossed. He lacks the stability of the other element Roosters & is often emotionally irrational as well. His ego is inflated & needs a lot of stroking. If he can settle down however, this Rooster can be a great friend & a most amusing companion.
THE EARTH MALE ROOSTER
This gentleman has a penetrating wit, a great intellect & a gift of the gab. He is direct & very focused. He also makes a great team player, & can usually be found working with people in large corporations or in committees, planning, organizing & implementing. The earth element seems to be good for the Rooster. Neither too impulsive nor over enthusiastic, this male is also less showy than his more flamboyant siblings.
THE METAL MALE ROOSTER
He has such tremendous charm & so much bottled up vigour, being in his company is a genuine experience. Women find him intensely, attractive; men seek out his company. The metal rooster is often the elegant soul of the party, holding forth eloquently & with great style. He is extremely
suited to the theatre where his skill at giving dramatic an impressive performances will hold him in good stead. A great guy!
THE WATER MALE ROOSTER
Conservative & often old fashioned, the water rooster is less rigid & forthright than the others. He is gregarious, eager for companionship & full of good intentions. The water element seems to make this rooster suffer from feelings of inferiority & this could prevent his innate self-confidence from showing through, thereby seriously impairing his chances of success, either at work or in love. If he can overcome this serious defect, the water rooster is a joy to know & love. If you want this truly delicious man, understand his basic insecurities; encourage him vigorously and you will bring out all that is strong & productive in him.
THE WOOD FRMALE DOG
She is profoundly affectionate, a real sweetheart, warm & caring & totally reliable. In fact she is so meticulously dependable you tend to think she is a pushover. But she truly is not. She is basically a giver but she gives only to those she cares for and to causes she believes in. Hers is a strong conviction but she is never motivated by material gain nor by the promise of recognition. She has to believe in what she is doing & when she does, she brings to it, all her formidable doggedness to see things through.

THE FIRE FEMALE DOG
Here is a modest & idealistic lady whose sincerity & earnestness endear her to many. The fire element imbues her with an eloquence that is persuasive & even influential & when blessed with good luck this brilliance makes her a compelling spoke-person for her favourite causes but when success eludes her she can spiral into a dangerous vortex of addictive behaviour & suppressed rage. She feels things too deeply & needs to lighten up, otherwise she could veer off course.
THE EARTH FEMALE DOG
She is reserved & secretive & uncomfortable with crowds. She avoids parties & heavy social occasions where she feels decidedly out of place & awkward. The earth lady is hypersensitive, & her view of the world is colored by a deep-seated conviction that everything will always go wrong and because she believes it so strongly, things usually do go wrong for her. She does try to be adaptable & will usually respond positively to someone strong & loving.
THE METAL FEMALE DOG
This lady has a bark & a bite! She is the dame with the confidence to accomplish great things...climb Mount Fuji, find a cure for Aids, revolutionize the education system...the metal element adds sparkly to her idealism & spurs her to action. She is choosy but loyal & will grow her way into your heart...but take care, she is not to be trifled with.
THE WATER FEMALE DOG
She is quite terrifically beautiful, with a slight air of aloofness that says it all. She is the hardest of the Dogs to know & is more aware of her pedigree than the other element dogs. She can be aggressive but not vicious or malevolent. Her bark is worse than her bite. As a friend she is as loyal as all dogs but it is not easy getting close to her. She has an instinctive internalized spirit of self-preservation which she rarely lets down & unless she has researched you, chances are she will keep you at arms length but break through & she will overwhelm you with affection.
THE WOOD MALE DOG
He is your best friend, your complete ally...the loyal chum...the faithful subordinate...the trustworthy partner. He can be relied upon absolutely but the wood dog abhors all things underhand. Olay fair & straight with him & he will reward you with long term service & loyalty. This wood man often becomes a great success in later life. Theirs is a self-made success & the climb to the top will have been achieved through industry & conviction. He is sensitive & fragile so treat him with TLC.
THE FIRE MALE DOG
He is an uncompromising champion of the underdog. Well meaning & feisty this fire male's idealism is often naive & quixotic. Yet he plods along, unfazed by any cynicism or opposition he may encounter. When & if he does give up, he could be a broken man. The fire element's influence on the idealism of the Dog species can be that deadly. Cool his passions by redirecting his energies to other causes. Alter his pessimism with down to earth positive behavior. Soothe his nerves by teasing him.
THE EARTH MALE DOG
Michael Jackson is an earth dog. Note how he makes brilliant music & gives stunning performances...& then goes back to his California sanctuary to recoup. Look at his well meaning attempts to take on causes, to love children...& then see how he gets physically sick at the way his good intentions have been transformed into court suits against him! A typical- dog tale indeed. This earth man needs solitude & peace. He lacks the bite of his other Dog siblings.

THE METAL MALE DOG
This is the dog who has the bites, as well as the bark & both can be equally painful. He is also the cleverest & most likely to succeed amongst his Dog siblings. The earth element gives him the confidence & strength & perseverance to marry his idealism with action. This dog does not just talk. He also delivers. He does not whine. He growls. Plus he is a great conversationalist & a superb mixer. Do some research if you want him.� Find out what he believes in strongly...there will surely be something... then go with the flow. He is affable and amiable, a real good friend but his good intentions often border on being meddlesome & he is frequently taken advantage of. He is extremely handsome but often lacks courage & self-esteem. Water dogs tend to be impetuous. Theirs is a false bravado. They need strong mates. Motivate him with a sense of self-worth & he could well start to sparkle. Otherwise he could sink into a well of pessimism.
THE WOOD FEMALE BOAR
She is the most considerate & compassionate of the Boars. Kind hearted & sweet natured, she gives of herself to friends and colleagues with an outpouring of kindness which can sometimes go to extremes. She can also be excruciatingly shy and extremely self-effacing. She is home based & oriented & in love is timid, requiring loads of encouragement. She will seldom take the initiative. If you want to woo this lady make your intentions clear. Don't be put off by her seeming non-response. She is merely being shy and reserved & this is her intrinsic nature.
THE FIRE FEMALE BOAR
She is the more aggressive boar. She is energetic, obstinate & has fixed & rigid ideas about how she wants things done. Fire boars tend to be fervent idealists & they love taking up arms on behalf of some seeming social injustice. She also loves being the silent but powerful one in a successful partnership. You can depend on her full & whole hearted support in all your endeavours if she is married to you. She doesn't want or need the limelight. She just needs to believe in you.� But she can be a nag!
THE EARTH FEMALE BOAR
Here is a female who can be really hard to live with. She always starts with the best of intentions & with an idealistic view of how relationships ought to be...but when the reality of situations upset her view of things, she will stomp and rave & make your life quite miserable. She can be coarse in her speech & quite pointed in her attacks... but she is often lucky as well. She does attract doormat types who accept her for what she is, sulks, grumbles & all!
THE METAL FEMALE BOAR
She is honest & forthright & has impressive personal integrity. Unlike some of her boar sisters, she is always rational & unemotional, & it is easy discussing things with her because she always allows for the alternative point of view. She strenuously avoids confrontations & prefers to reach quiet consensus rather than argue things through. In a stalemate she will give in and back off gracefully. She is not ambitious, either for herself or her mate. She prefers to live a life of quiet contentment.
THE WATER FEMALE BOAR
The water element makes an already sweet-tempered female even more amiable & calm. She is seldom headstrong & never gets carried away by strong feelings. She is level headed, sane & has quite excellent manners but she is neither sophisticated nor does she yearn for the materialistic life style. Water boars need to have friends, & though she is seldom gushing about those she cares for, she is always loyal.
THE WOOD MALE BOAR
This gentleman is both bashful & shy & he needs loads of practice & much encouragement to take the initiative in friendships & relationships. He is no social butterfly & indeed strenuously avoids occasions where he may be required to make idle conversation & introduce himself. He is distinctly uncomfortable with emotional outbursts & scenes. Be gentle with him. He cannot cope with aggressive behaviour.
THE FIRE MALE BOAR
This boar is more forthcoming & energetic than the others.� The fire element imbues him with spirit & courage. As such he does tend to be more self centered & opinionated & can be stubborn & recalcitrant. Fire boars make excellent powers behind the throne & can be counted upon for loyal & faithful support. He prefers to bask in someone else's glory rather than be in the limelight himself.
THE EARTH MALE BOAR
This gentleman tends to be obvious in his interface with people. He doesn't know the meaning of subtlety. Sometimes, his lack of sophistication makes him come across as something of a country bumpkin but he plods on, quite oblivious to criticism. He is the sort who can take nasty jokes directed at him...but he usually has the last laugh because success does come easily to him. & he is so refreshingly guileless.
THE METAL MALE BOAR
This is a really nice rational sort of man. His like is well ordered & he follows the traditions & the conventional way of doing things. He is definitely un-adventurous and much prefers the well- trodden path. His is a practical & pragmatic view of life & he can also be dogmatic. Usually reserved & retiring, he shuns the spotlight & will prefer being an anonymous nobody. Accept his low profile ways! Don't try to change him. Mother him if you want to... he will respond to the homebody act but don't try to push him to do what he doesn't want to do. He will resist.
THE WATER MALE BOAR
A diplomat if ever there was one & a clever diplomat at that. This boar is ambitious & quite power hungry but he works from behind the scenes & he moves with little fanfare. The water boar is a born big picture man. He is idealistic and a visionary. His ambitions have nothing to do with materialistic gain. He literally wants a better world! This water boar has the noble, aspirations & drives.

2009-05-25T14:37:00.002+08:00

its my last week.
i just went to cut my hair
must be neat before presentation.
i hope everything will run smoothly.
till i go for attachment.

going to train hard for Napfa next month.

2009-05-22T10:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday a day i will look and laugh.
i hope for the best now.

2009-05-15T14:18:00.006+08:00

Passion or money?
this question was asked by my cousin.
maybe i m honest but he asked me
if i were to work, would it be for the money or the passion.
i replied passion.
but without money, yeah i would not want to work.
but volunteery for a good cause would be good.
money cannot buy a talent or good people.
i just want a simple life and a job that is stable.
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Another incident that leaves me hopeless, helpless whatever the word desperate and lost describes.
i hope god or anyone who can help me in this incident please do something or advise.
But whenever i approach anyone in this matter the people would reply that i have to stay strong and ignore.
i hate it when my mum beat herself up and my dad hurting the feelings of the people around him.
he attempted suicide yesterday. and it gets worse everyday. i just hope my dad isnt in this state and i just wanted it to end. i just hoped i could just wash my hands off him. and just run away.
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the incident started yesterdaywhen my mum started nagging him about the temperature in the car.my dad put 19 degrees and my mum doesnt like it.
i got irritated as she told me in the afternoon that she didnt want many things to happen.
and there she was creating a big fucking fuss over a mere small matter.
i was watching tv and she started to get louder.
i asked to stop it. she screamed at me. we shouted and shouted. she changed and wanted to leave forever. i stopped her at the front door. she started to punched her way out. My dad sprint forward to stop her. THEN my mum kept struggling then my dad run back to the kitchen window and aimed for the window. i dont know whether its lucky or fate or dont really want to know. my dads leg got grabbed by my mum.
i helped to pull. than my fat cousin came out and we all pulled him back.
i got pissed and spit at the area near his feet.
to me, its means that its a sign of disrespect.
this kind of suicide scenario happens many times.
and i hate my dad for being a person who like to run from his problems
my brother and i restrained him. sometimes stopping him.
i am really tired of this shit.
i want to give up.
reason just wouldnt get into the thick skull of my mum.
i walked out and called my bro to come back.
he rushed home.
but yeah, we talked with our neighbours.
they told me to calm down and not be rude to them.
they also asked me to share the burden of my mum.
by helping her in housework.
i went back and helped to mop the wet floor(caused by a pail of washed clothes that toppled when we pulled my dad back)
ya my mum went out. i watched tv.
i went to sleep later. but i hoped something pleasant happens and i can forget all this.

2009-05-15T09:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went down to Oschool alone.
The train journey brought me memories of the genesis of my dance.
I felt very disappointed in myself and
i hope that it would be great to be given this chance.
All the lovely memories.
-_- and also the encouragement.

I went down the day before and signed up for hip hop 1 course.
i went down yesterday and reached at 7 plus.
saw lulu, was suprised and we chatted.
she joined reggae 1 too.
my senior came down and she was joining reggae 1 too.
8pm reached and i went in alone.
after the session, i felt much better.
Xuehui was great in her teaching.
i learn alot of things.

i hope in the near future i will learn not to repeat the past or any mistakes.

2009-05-14T11:19:00.002+08:00

Finally my fyp presentation is over but still next monday would be the day i start attachment.
i try my best to go back to school. ahhhhhh.>_<

2009-05-14T11:19:00.001+08:00

I WILL MAKE MY MISTAKES a memory.
Todays my first step to change.

2009-05-14T10:48:00.004+08:00

i watched this video and finally i believed in the faith and fate i had lost long time ago.

2009-04-30T13:26:00.005+08:00

ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS
and i will prove myself.
it will be a promise to myself.

2009-04-30T13:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was fun and terrible.

but sad to say i am still eligible for NS. for my medical condition.
i still had faith in coming back to DANCE.

juniors auditions are coming soon.

i really want a good solid impression.

But still yesterday was what i expected it to be.

I must always rmbr the words a friend once said.

Just dance.

Dont care about anything else.

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fun part is Nick and weming tagged with me at PSP monsterhunter 2G.
we had fun helping and killing TIGREXES.
hahahahaha

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i went back at 7pm to catch up on dance.

i learnt 2 choreos of 3- 8s. fizzy got flow and get it by T.I

very tired after that but it was positively ok.

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many people have changed.

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everyday in FYP is like a torture and i wanted to finish asap.

i am tired but still got 4 more weeks.

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2009-04-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

acute bronchitis
That was a infection i caught when i was in school.
I was labelled asthmatic was given a asthma pump.
My condition was a results of my weak lungs and i had to breathe in warm air.
If not i would cough and cough and cough.
I had been taking medication for two weeks.
finally today i really feel better.

yesterday i had to go home early cause my cough worsen and i went home to rest.
Today is Club Crawl 2009. and i am lookinh forward to the performances.
but sadly i had a presentation. at 2pm.
Final Year Project.
I think there is alot of pressure on me.
12 weeks to do up a website not a webpage.

2009-04-08T09:09:00.002+08:00

i was furious and helpless about this problem
it is just too irritating to ignore
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PROBLEM:
my parents keeps asking me to take care of myself (they sound like they wanna go s*****e).
and they kept quarreling over small things.
yesterday quarrel was terrible and it woke me up (i usually got startled by their quarrels while i am slping)
i heard that my dad wanna s*****e and mum wanna leave us behind.
my dad has his meaning (by s*****e)
my mum wanna run away.
but my mums reason of staying behind now is because of her last unfinished business which she did not mention to anyone.

today morning my dad told me he is prepared to go jail or be sued for bankruptcy over his credit card bills. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND. why in the world doesnt he wanna share it with my mum over the bills and he says its because my mums bad or armagedon temper. he usually hides the bills and seldoms open the letterbox. now everyday i go home, my mum says the PUB or PUBO ppl had came to chase us of our bills.

i am worried but my younger bro and 1 are prepared for the worst.
like if we are left behind or even worst things...........-_- very down now.

2009-04-05T12:03:00.017+08:00

2009-04-02T15:53:00.004+08:00

today is already tuesday and it is week 6.
FYP requires students to present what they have done for the past few weeks.
mine is next week. My supervisor havent brief me yet.
but i am not sure.
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school is so boring. i went to watch shinjuku incident
and it was explosively ok.the effects were ok.but quite touching to me.
i really want to watch the fast the furious 4 tonight.
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missed dance. -_-

2009-04-02T15:53:00.003+08:00

Its week 4 and i am in NYP going through my FYP
for some fyp is a no life segment of yr entire three years
do nothing from 8.30 to 6pm
and research only the stuff required
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i have booked my practical lessons.
-must be long way to go.......27/4 ....15/4.... 18/5 .....25/5
thats the only exciting thing thats keeps me going
and breaks that i can go for whenever my supervisor is not ard.
no dance. but i had just paid club fund and fb tees.
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today i finally recovered
saw ming zhi in south canteen....
haiz wanna play monster hunter 2G
must take psp from bro liao....
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reading one piece manga everyday at school computer
i started from the first page
now i had some progress and i am now at chapter 244 pg 19...
i have past luffy.... zoro..... sanji...... usopp..... nami...... chopper........marines and more marines...... robin..................i looking forward to franky.............now the manga is still at sky land.....
sianz

2009-03-24T12:52:00.002+08:00

on Friday night
i had a high fever
was too weak to move away from my bed
it lasted for few days till today morning

after consulting a doctor
i took my medication and felt much better
but still very weak.

today i found out that i had missed my fb meeting on mon
and also i had to ans. to my supervisor.

very sick and tired. Must rest.
BEN signing off....

2009-03-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

Zhu Ti Qu - Lin Yu Zhong

2009-03-19T15:42:00.003+08:00

i am very sadded to be told this news
i cant exercise like a normal person anymore
just because life is like that
and it cant be helped as i was born weak
and i have been pushing myself to all kinds of limits
some people say exercising and practising can help
but its not the mind but the body.
my body cant take too much stress or it will collapse soon.
i had to leave dance. but sending a msg to fad is the oni thing i can do.
i feel ashamed to face anyone now.
i feel like a total shame. i really love my dance and friends.
but why of a sudden, this happens before i could even watch club crawl.

2009-03-19T15:42:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since i touched my blog.
Time flew...
and now i am in Year 3
Boring life. everyday 8.30 to 6pm. at a lab. doing almost nothing.
ECC or electronic computer cmmunciation engineering is whats its real name.
I really think why should i cont on.
My mind is giving me answers which is not me at all: just finish what i was given.
Going national service soon.
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results came out
i got 2Cs for indust. and accountancy
and the rest Bs. my Gpa rose to 2.5(from 2.4)
i feel pressured man.
just the other day my friends were toking about where ll us go after ns?
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just too confused.
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dance:
i felt that i drifted from everyone
i dun feel that i am myself like the old me
in the past, i have fun but made mistakes in what i said
now i feel that its time to make up and change
i cant miss the dance enthusiasm in me.
i really miss my group at Danceworks
really had no choice. if only i can joined, it wld be alot of fun.
i read blogs and friendsters
and it pains me to feel bad to let go what i really enjoyed at the last moment.
hope its the last time i look back to something i did wrong.
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signing off, BEN.

2008-12-14T00:24:00.001+08:00

i really apologised for not performing at foreign bodies production
because in the past when i am given this chance to make a choice
i was still not confident and also not well prepared to dance well

2008-12-01T20:13:00.001+08:00

this years batch of FB dancers

2008-11-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

FOREIGN BODIES FIRST EVER DANCE PRODUCTION!
Coming to town on 12 and 13 of December.
For Nyp students, thats the week we just finish our Common Test,
and it's the start of our 2weeks holiday!

Every fbodz-er put in lots of hardwork in the production,
so please do purchase your tickets now.
Its 10bucks per ticket, free seating.
(you can get the tickets from me if you want)
You will get to see different kind of genres and style displayed.
As well as understand what the "School of Groove" is all about.

A cool and hip night you will never wanna miss.
So please visit our fbproduction blog now,
and check out the details there.

2008-11-12T11:10:00.003+08:00

I super dupey ulu or a stay at home person.
i went to few places and it is really my first time.
i just went to MANHATTAN and had fish.
today i went BOTAK JONES too.
CARJUN CHICKEN?
my first time.
POPEYES used to be my first time too.

today got night class,
teacher was talking about a random thing, palm reading
mine was satisfing nothing much to talk about?
i have circular thumbprints but not on every finger- good means good life if more on all fingers.basically good.
i only have a girlfriend and she will become my wife
rough relationship for a short while- its happened so happy!
my handprints are super faint
but the last one is i have a average life span so must do more good deeds

2008-11-12T11:10:00.002+08:00

11 NOVEMBER is my birthday
my internet is down so i didnt get to log in to blog about it.
i got less than 10 replies.

2008-11-12T11:10:00.000+08:00

11 NOVEMBER is my birthday
my internet is down so i didnt get to log in to blog about it.
i got less than 10 replies.

2008-11-09T00:55:00.001+08:00

today i waited all morning just to go Singapore poly WAVE 13s' concert
went and it was a dope sensation and later i went home but saw cynthia so i went to harbourfront mrt and met some of the fb ppl
later went home lol

2008-11-07T09:43:00.000+08:00

I have been going back to my old memories
and woah its ben a while since school is all bout studying
and somemore i fell sick recently
so everyday life is so darn wasted sleeping
i needed to find a job soon
my family is breaking up soon
my mum kept hinting that and woah
i am just too afraid to take it in
nothing much to say till now

2008-11-01T09:55:00.002+08:00

On Thursday night after my last lesson
i felt sick and i had a feeling of flu
i went home
when i reached home i couldnt breathe properly
like suffocating so i thought i just needed air
i ate dinner but very little
i kept burping then i went to rest at the sofa
i had chinese medicine and milo
but i just couldnt breathe
my heatbeat actually went slower
my dad brought me to my aunt or sinseh means chinese doctor
when we reached there
she wasnt there
i vomited all my dinner at the drain there
i felt a bit better
she came
and blah
dad fetched me home
i went to sleep but still my breath is getting slower
i just couldnt breathe and felt it was my last breath
i ran to the toilet and vomited few times
suddenly i saw blood
but it was a small portion
it was midnight and all clinics were closed
my parents rushed me to thomson medical centre
and i got 2 jabs at my butt
and medication
i was thirsty but was advised not to drink water

next morning meaning friday
i ran a high fever and yeah i felt weak
went to another doctor
and couldnt drink water
i started to recover gradually till now

2008-10-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

today is FBs photo shoot and yeah i am expecting great stuff
camwhored till noon around 2 pm
then i wen to marina bay and yeah we all went separately with our respective groups or friends lol
reached city hall and found out my fucking IPOD was LOST

we went to shoot our photos at marina bay or ulu place so
only foreign bodies was there
please forgive me but i left it there and till tonight noone said they took or seen it
it would be the worst lesson in my life after i lost my IC and wallet

chilled till ten plus and went home

2008-10-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

I really feel domo today
DOMO i am so BORED so bored SSOOO BBOOORRRREEEEEDDDDDD!

fb meeting cancelled today and thanks to weimeng i got notified last min. the msg was not so clear enough.

i went merv house lol and helped him in his work on the pcb board counting.

work to be done
com. skills group- assignment 1 and 2-still no progress in real work but deadline

electronic design- anthr deadline. but lucky mervin helped me

2008-10-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

nothing to do so draw on eraser

2008-10-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday
boring and end of blogging for today

2008-10-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

no time scheduled for FB practise
sad to say .......-_-

2008-10-13T21:40:00.001+08:00

today is first day of the new semester
was excited and after so pressuring from my aunts and mum
i had to work super hard for my studies
i went to look for a teacher to help me with the change and
BAD NEWS man i couldnt opt to anthr class so basically no fb practise for me till next YEAR woah man im died

2008-10-09T22:17:00.003+08:00

saw my blogs tagboard
i reall forgot to thank you Cynthia
cause without you
Freshstyles wouldnt have been together and we wouldnt have succeed
in coming this far

Thanks man you really did a great job in leading!
you did great ... even though you forgot your steps
you did practised well
did not look back on the past negatively anymore- a sentence i need to tell myself

2008-10-08T22:02:00.004+08:00

my group practising our choreo during the day before the showcase

me emoing at the ledge with my mask

i drew this sign and it brought back memories

love this smile and thanks for the pic Ysabel u made my day!

Gin and Daphne

My group AKA happy tree friends

Aarons and Edisons group

Ysabels group

Hectors group

3rd place Brandons group

2nd place Gins group

1st place Hakims group

my junior exam is over but no time to celebrate i really got alot to improve and brush up on.............just got sick badly and today it was my second remix lesson and i know Aaron(TP) i hate this kinda of f****** attitude not you but i had no choice!

2008-10-06T22:11:00.003+08:00

i went to KSs session at school blk e....
pop and lock was tiring
i had to clean up my basics..... ahhh doom

KS before he cut his hair

the hairstylist torturing him

after cutting blowing washing and drying

woah a new look

HANDSOME SEH! dope hairstyle

bus was so long so i cam whored

emo me

my new shirt plus new look....

2008-10-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

after reading your blog i really felt left out man
i really want to have fun but maybe i forgot the event on that day
i miss you guys but nvm i brought all this upon myself......
S E G C L U B

dance
i want to be better from the level i am in
i really want to treat myself as the lowest phase of my dancing experience and improve
i will always remember your words JIN
FURY and Motivation will bring me far!

2008-10-04T00:48:00.002+08:00

i found this note or more of a passage
and it will be running through my mind fr a while
-
weaklings will stay weak forever
since humans are weaklings to begin with
but weakness is not evil
alone you will feel nothing
thats why we have friends
we walk together in order to live a strong life
the clumsy ones will run into more walls than the others
and it may also take longer to get there
if u believe in tommorow and put yourself there
you can naturally obtain your strength
THATS HOW YOU LLBE ABLE TO SMILE AND LIVE STRONG
-

2008-10-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

I HATE TO BE LOOKED DOWN AND I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG! to my mum.......

2008-09-29T10:35:00.002+08:00

note:i love to cam-whore.

2008-09-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

i love my cat fan. loves you daughter Ysabel. Thanks Hector man fr posing with 'ME'- many people says i look like the cat fan.

2008-09-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

The GENESIS of me- the right mentality and attitude and also with great experience and dopes***.

I ll respect you forever man.

2008-09-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

Special thanks for all the support everyone gave me all these months in dancing
and i really want to thank Daphne for giving the constant pushes last time
when i wasnt that good at dance
and i will still remember this comment.

oh & benjamin, chill lah (: i'll never vent my anger or whatsoever on you yeah? i'm glad your thinking change, i'm glad you've improved, but you must always have that thinking that you can do better yeah? you really can. jiayou my friend (: you'll be great one day.

note:you too mustnt fall back but also strive forward too, Daphne!

My group too ..... after the showcase i felt very bad that the popping didnt work out well but still it has to be done and i will be drilling next week so u guys and gals mustnt give up!

2008-09-27T00:02:00.001+08:00

sometimes i update friendster and upload photos
but not really use blogger to do so cause it takes a long time to process these photos here so do visit my friendster. using my msn benjamin_ong_89@hotmail.com

2008-09-26T00:16:00.003+08:00

4 months of dance for me have passed and yap today got choreo practise
and a bit of technics training by seniors
basic footwork and abit of dialogue with lesner and other seniors
i really respect their advice and will take note
woah man
i really want to thank Hector Jin and Ysabel fr their constructive comments

her msn talk at 12.21am after todays practise:

DRAMA QUEEN: Nata De CoCo will treat BoBo better. Nata promise. says:
you improved a lot
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
what you mean?
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
-_-
*
You have just sent a nudge.
*
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
(miao)
DRAMA QUEEN: Nata De CoCo will treat BoBo better. Nata promise. says:
improve a lot lah!
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
what thing improve?
DRAMA QUEEN: Nata De CoCo will treat BoBo better. Nata promise. says:
dance lah
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
thanks
DRAMA QUEEN: Nata De CoCo will treat BoBo better. Nata promise. says:
np
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
i gtg sleep cya tml
BEN (current mood: Hip Hop) says:
take care

den i went to sleep
--------------------------------------
SEG club A and R
i really want to run away from this problem
Big headache for me.

2008-09-25T09:42:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to school
and learn the hip hop choreo from cynthia the hip hop choreo was good
lol really tired and sianz today is gonna be a long day coz gt group training and later locking technics training at evening.

2008-09-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

my group had choreo all the 20 8s and good to hear that
our group leader had finished remixing
and i had catched up with the hip hop choreo
but still very stressed bout many stuff.
(mood:tired and confident about the choreo)

2008-09-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

this video is about locking and i am roughly practising locking but hahaha i need to practise my hip hop too. finally something to practise.